Moving Along

Senioritis seems to be taking over my life. Not only in school, but in church as well. I am a Young Women's president in my ward, and frankly, I am mentally done in Young Women's. I don't want to be that person who says the whole "I'm 18, I'm an adult now" thing, but honestly, I feel as if I need to get used to being in a "big kid church" setting with other people my age, and less kids. Otherwise, transitioning into a college life setting will be a small shock to my system.

I love Young Women's, don't get me wrong. But it's hard to plan future activities and have an opinion on things, when I'm not even going to be there for said activity because I'll be in college by then.

Thankfully, when I graduate I told everyone that I am planning on going to the Young Adult Ward, and that I'm leaving Young Women's until college. It's about a month and a half away, but I'll be able to survive. Mentally, I am in college-prep mode. That being said...

I have my job interview tomorrow, which I'm torn about. On one hand, I'm hoping I get the job because it could probably be one of the best jobs ever and it pays almost double what I was making at Boom Fitness. On the other hand, it's reallyyyy nice not having a job to go to after school. But, if I am going to meet my goal on not having to take out any loans for my freshman year of college, I need a job so I can get some extra cash.

Also, my parents expect me to pay for gas in my moms car considering I use it the most (school, work, babysitting, etc.) and eventually I'll be broke if I don't have a job while I pay for gas. I was also hoping to somehow get a membership at Boom, so that I'll be motivated to get in shape sense I'm spending money for it (the gym at my apartment complex really bites).

So right now I feel as if I am in a daze, not really mentally in the present, but mostly anticipating the future. I'm just hoping that mindset doesn't get me in trouble later on in life.